Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Check tis out!...
Haha... I was juz browsing through my Friendster & tis is wat I gt 4 my horoscope of the dae...
"You can drive away any pessimism today by focusing on one of the relationships in your life that brings you fulfillment. Even if this person is living far away from you, you should do what you can to get some sort of conversation going with them. Use email, the phone, or even an old-fashioned letter to communicate with them. Let them know what's going on in your life. This will help remind you of the positive influences you have in your life, which will make you feel valued."
Hahaha.. Sounds familiar huh??... Wait a min!!... Isnt tis happening 2 me???!!!
Of coz!!... Relationship btwn my honey, Rashidin & me.... He's definately living far away frm me... Australia ---> Singapore ----> Australia.... We've been communicating through MSN, & phone... Old-fashioned letter?? Yet 2 come... Hehe.... I LOVE & MISS U SO MUCH!!
Diyana
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Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Honey's POP!
2dae is honey's Passing Out Parade (POP).. 2dae is the dae he is officially a Sargeant.. Im realli proud of him... Muackzzz!!!! Bt 2 bad I cnt be there... He's been posted 2 a Unit ard Yio Chu Kang area... It's juz behind of NYP... He'll be in-charge of 6 guyz... He said it's gonna b tough coz if any of them screws up, he'll be blamed & stuff... Bt I'm sure he'll be able 2 handle them... Dun worry, hunz... Alwayz remember, Nothing is Impossible if u put ur mind 2 it... It's a matter of whether u wanna do it... So, yea... Gd luck in ur Unit, honey!!! *AHEM* Or shall I sae, Sargeant Rashidin!... Hehehe.... ;)
We watched "Bring It On Again" on DVD... I noe its an old movie... Bt, it's been awhile.... So, yea... Was watching their moves & stuff... 1 word... AWESOME!!! Haf alwayz wanted 2 b a Cheerleader wen I was younger... Tat was 1 of my dreams... I've alwayz wanted 2 be an Actress, Singer, & Model wen I was younger as well.... Hehehe.... Well, wat cn u sae... Young gal wif big dreamz.... Tats rite.... -DREAMS-... 1 ting which will neva happen... Keep on dreaming, gal.... Hahaha....
"The Cup"... Another DVD we watched 2dae... Tis movie is based on a true story in Tibet... A grp of young Tibetan monks has found a new fav ritual... SOCCER!.... They would lyk sneak out in the wee hrs juz 2 watch the World Cup on black & white telly @ the nearest village... They gt caught 1 nite & they'll do anything 2 persuade the elder monks 2 rent a satellite telly 2 watch THE FINALS.... Tats it... I can't tell the whole story... R u nuts??!! Hehehe.... Niwae, it's a story abt sports & life... Moving, cute, & funny movie... Do check it out if uve the chance aite??....
Tats all folks! *Woody woodpecker's laugh*
Cheers!
Diyana =)
(P.S IMY & ILY, Sargeant Rashidin)
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Sunday, February 24, 2008
1st Webbie wif hunz...
Had BBQ 4 dinner yest... Had sausages, corn, mushrooms, & lamb steak... Tat was the only meal I had 4 the dae.... Coz woke up ard 4 plus.... So, it was lyk breakfast, lunch, & dinner combined....
The weather yest was windy n cold... Lowest was 15 degrees.... Weird.... Considerin it 2 b summer... Maybe coz its movin into autumn... Bt, it wasnt tis cold at tis period of tym last yr....
Webcam wif hunz, Ariffin, Amirah, & hunz' mum @ ard 12 plus (Aussie tym) last nitez... Havin a video convo on MSN was laggy as usual.... Bt it was worth it... Finally, gt 2 c their faces n hear their voices again... =)
Chatted wif honey on MSN till ard 4.55am... He's actualli accompanying me while I write tis blog... Isnt he sweet??... Hehehe... Niwae, it wasnt ez coz the both of us were still nt used 2 bein apart... I was actually tearing while chattin wif him... Honey's Passing Out Parade (POP) is on the 26th Feb, Tues.. How I wish I was there 2 c him pass out... Well, I guess tats 1 of the obstacles of bein apart... We'll miss spending tym tog during lyk our anniversary, birthdays, & other special occassions.... Wateva it is, we noe tat we still haf each other in our hearts...
Guess tats all 4 now... Till the nxt tym......
Diyana
(P.S I LOVE YOU)
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Thursday, February 21, 2008
Sigh...
It's 2.45am here & I juz gt off the fone wif him.. I juz hurt him.. Sigh.. I said, "Go find sum1 else, then".. After tat, it was all awkward & he said he wanted 2 sleep.. Sumhow, I knew tat it was coz of wat I said.. Nt tat he was sleepy or anythin.. I juz spoilt the moment or the mood, wateva u call it..
This goes bck 2 wen I was 1 yr old.. I was brought up in an environment where guyz shud nt b trusted! Guyz r lyk bees, they will move frm 1 flower 2 another once they gt wat they 1.. Ive seen & heard heaps of shitty stories where the gal gets hurt & stuff.. I, myself have been through a few bad experiences.. Maybe tat xplains y I find it hard 2 trust guys.. I'll alwayz accuse, blame, or put words into their mouth.. I noe it's bad 2 lyk tink tat all guyz r the same juz bcs of a few black sheeps.. BUT, I'm trying my best 2 stop all tis.. Trust me..
Look wat I've done now.. I've hurt sum1 I truly love.. Ive told him b4 tat I dun fully trust him 100%.. Bt tings are different now.. I'm learning 2 trust him more.. Furthermore, tats wat we need being in a long-distance relationship.. TRUST.. I believe he's nt the kinda guy tat goes ard breaking or cheating a gal's heart.. Bt still, sumtimes I have tis phobia tat he'll leave me 1 dae.. Alrite, u can sae it.. I'm a pessimist..
All tis -ve vibe has gt 2 go.. I dun wanna hurt him again.. He's been realli patient wif me.. Tats gd coz I'll need tym..
So sorry abt wat I said, baby.. I didn't mean it.. Happy 3rd mth anniversary.. Being loved by u & loving u is lyk the best ting tat ever happened 2 me.. Though, we're far apart frm each other, ull alwayz be in my heart, mind, body, & soul.. I Love u so much, Muhd Rashidin Bin Mohd Raffee.. <3
Diyana
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Touchdown in Melbourne
2dae is the 1st dae in Melbourne after 3 mths of holiday in Singapore.. Touchdown ard 8am.. Uncle Michael & mummy picked us up frm the airport.. Reached hm, unpacked our stuff, then went 2 The Glen shopping centre.. Bought Optus Re-charge, callin card, & Mary-Kate & Ashley Olsen Calender & diary.. It was lyk AUD$o.95.. Dropped frm AUD$24.95.. Can u believe it??..
Niwae, 2dae was a really tiring dae mayb coz I didnt sleep in the plane.. Fell asleep ard 3 plus n woke up ard 7 plus... Honey called me at 4.05pm.. I was lyk half awake n half dead.. If ure reading this, Sorry if i was lyk mumbling n stuff & didn't call u bck.. We gt cut off & he cudnt gt through me after tat.. Stupid reception..
Yest, 18/02/08, me mum, bro, dad, step-dad, honey's mum, sis, younger bro, & honey sent me off @ Changi Airport T3.. Amirah, honey's sis, gave me a bottle full of paper stars she folded herself, belgian chocs, & a card wif our pic taken @ the zoo wif a really swit msg.. Ariffin, honey's younger bro gave me a heart-shaped card he made himself wif a realli swit msg as well, & a cute lil bear.. Honey's mum gaf me cash.. Honey gave me a teddy bear so I can hug it 2 sleep, left me a realli swit note in me organizer so whenever I flip it I'll be able 2 read his msg, & 2 cologne which is the same as his so tat I cn smell it wenever I miss him.. I know I sound lyk a psycho, stalker or wateva.. Bt its juz tat I'm really in love wif me baby.. I cried, as usual.. Cum on! It's lyk ure leavin ur luv ones lyk ur mum, dad, bro, step-dad, hun's family, hunz.. =(
Even in the aeroplane, throughout the 7 hrs flight.. I'd cry whenever I tink of the moments we shared tog... Full of fun, happiness, joy, laughter, & LOVE.. Living w/o him for 9 mths, it's lyk 9 yrs.. He taught me how 2 love & laugh again.. He's lyk the missing piece of puzzle in me life.. He makes me life complete.. I'm so gonna miss him alot.. In fact, I'm missing him now..
Guess tats all 4 now.. Thx 2 those hu sent me off... Thank u so much... Miss Singapore... Miss u guyz bck in Singapore!! =(
(Frm top 2 bottom,Papa,Amirah,Eka,Mummy,Bro,Baby,Me,Ariffin,Baby's mum)
(Me wif the teddy bear frm him)
(U & Me Together 4eva)
(US)
Diyana
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Thursday, February 14, 2008
Night Safari 090208
Went 2 Night Safari wif me baby's family during the weekends... It was fun.. Esp the "Creatures Of The Night" show... Funny bunch of crew... Here r a few of the pics... Njoy!! ;)
(Me baby & me)
(Amirah, Ariffin, Shidin & me)
(Zebrahead)
Tats all folks!.. Take carez, every1... Till then................................
Diyana =)
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Testing, Testing, 1 2 3...
Hello!!.. Testing, testing, 1 2 3.... Woo.. Tis is my 1st ever post in my very 1st blog... Hua hua hua.... Niwae, I would like to thank Amirah 4 helping me set up tis blog.. Sowi if ive been kinda irritatin.. Coz im actualli quite a noob at all these... Hehehe.... So, yea.. Thx alot, Amirah!!.. ;)
Guess tats all 4 now... Take Carez every1..
Cheers!
Diyana =)
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(Amirah, Ariffin, Shidin & me)
