Lost In Beauty-

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

You Are Ani Difranco!

Honest, real, and well liked.
You're not limited by any boundaries.
"And you can call me crazy
But I think you're as lazy as white paint on the wall"

Who's" Your Inner Rock Chick?

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice themYou take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be pickyYou aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounterIt may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

It's 100% Love and 0% Lust
You and your guy are truly in love, even if that spark seems to be a little dimmer.

You Couldn't Cheat On Your Guy
Not that you'd want to anyway!You're incredibly loyal and honest...Definitely not the cheating kind.

Sum quiz thingy I found on Jastala's (my cuzzie) blog... Try it.... ;)

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

1st day of Sport Practicum n Chest Pains!!!!

2dae was my 1st dae of Sport Practicum at Active Network, Australia..... Did Manual Fixes and looked 4 potential clients... My shift is frm 9-1pm on Tues n 9-2pm on Thurs... So, my wk's timetable wud be.... Mon 3-6pm (Uni)... Tues 9-1pm (Practicum), 2-5pm (Uni).... Wed Off.... Thurs 9-2pm (Practicum).... Fri 11.30-3pm (Uni).... As u cn see, Tues is the worst dae..... 1 whole dae....

In future, I will be havin more Practicum as I started my Practicum late n I need 2 complete 120 hrs of volunteer work.... So, mayb I'll haf Practicum on Weds as well in future.... Whole wk full of activities.... Good!!... I lyk it.... Rather than laze my ass at hm... Bt come 2 tink of it... Ive gt heaps of assignments.... Wateva... I aint complainin.... Tis is Life.... Bluehz!!!!

So, if in future u guyz c me... I cn bet I'll b diff... Confirm lose wt.... Now, my wt is lyk 51- 52kg... Last tym used 2 b lyk 55-58kg...

As I'm typin now.... Im oso in Pain!!!.... Gosh... I feel so giddy..... On top of tat, dunoe y all of a sudden my chest hurts alot... Lyk gt sum1 punch/press me in the chest or sumthin.... Then, I oso feel lyk pukin.... Wayne saes tat I'm pregnant!!!... Haha... Crazy boi....

Seriously.... Chest hurts.... Lyk so heavy.... Sumtyms hard 2 breathe oso.... Symptoms of heart attack developin???... Possible.... Coz it runs in the family.... Cholesterol, diabetes, high blood pressure, wateva wateva.... All runs in the family.... So, yea... Wateva.... Or isit coz I didnt haf enuf sleep??... Slept 4 only 2 hrs....

I'm 2 lazy 2 type more... Tired... Toodles....

"You want me to always remember... My promise, I always will... You'll watch and u wait for my return... My promise, I'm coming home... For all the loney nights when your not feeling alive... Look 2wards the midnight sky and wait 4 sunrise..." (A Thorn For Every Heart)

- I promised tat I wont find any1 else... I promised tat I'll come hm 2 u... I noe I've broken 1 of my promises n uve lost tat trust in me.... Bt tis is 1 which I never ever ever will break.... Ive kept it all tis while n I alwayz will... I noe I've said tis heaps of tyms... Bt no1 in tis world cn ever replace u... B4 u noe it... We'll b tog again... In each other's arms... Our hearts will b whole n nt in 2.... Till then, I juz 1 u 2 noe tat.... Im so in love wif u, Muhd Rashidin!!!....

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Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Beijing Olympic 2008 Opening Ceremony Fake!?!?!?

I'm sure u guyz haf probably heard of this by now... It's abt the Beijing Olympic 2008 Opening Ceremony... There were 2 tings China did which are known in the media as Fake or Lies....

1stly, it's abt the fireworks display.... The fireworks display live at the event n on telly is totally different.... The 1 on telly has been editted and made nicer/more grand.... I rmb the news reporter saein, "China invented the fireworks n they perfected it!"... Tat was said abt the Opening Ceremony... N 2 find out tat it has been editted n nt "original"/"true" is really really sad...

Okie... I noe it's the Olympic n u wanna make it grand/perfect/nice or wateva.... Bt still... Be true.... U wanna make make it magical, then make magic happen..... I mean, ppl hu r watchin it on telly wants 2 c the REAL ting as well... We dun wanna b "lied" 2...

2ndly, it's abt the cute lil gal hu sang durin the Opening Ceremony... She's actually nt the real singer... She was juz LIP-SYNCING!!!... The real singer is a diff gal.... She didnt perform bcs the officials or hueva said tat she was 2 chubby n her teeth were 2 jagged n stuff lyk tat.... Saein she's nt 2 cute or pretty 2 b shown 2 the world... So, they replaced her wif another gal... The 1 at the Opening Ceremony....

Wen I 1st heard the news, I was lyk WTF!!!... They wanna haf a gd reputation n stuff.... Wateva la.... Pity the lil gal....

Olympism- "Olympism is a philosophy of life, exalting and combining in a balanced whole the qualities of body, will and mind. Blending sport with culture and education, Olympism seeks to create a way of life based on the joy found in effort, the educational value of good example and respect for universal fundamental ethical principles."(Olympic Charter, Fundamental Principles, paragraph 1)

Wateva happened 2 good example and respect for universal fundamental ethical principles???.... Ure nt gd lookin enuf, we'll replace u wif sum1 beta lookin than u n u cn sing at the bck while she lip-syncs... WOW!... Tats a really good example..... Ethics- Principles of right n wrong conduct n decisions.... Is tat Ethical??....

Come on, China!!!.... Wat do u guyz tink????.... Opinions, Opinions, Opinions.... Please...

"Mungkin hanya tuhan yg tahu segalanya... Apa yg kuinginkan di saat-saat ini... Kau takkan percaya, kau selalu dihati... Haruskahku menangis untuk mengatakkan yg sesungguhnya...Kaulah segalanya untukku... Kaulah curahan hati ini... Tak mungkinku melupakanmu... TIADA LAGI YANG KU HARAP HANYA KAU SEORANG!... "(Ruth Sahanaya)
- I can tell u everydae tat I love u/Im so in love wif u/I love u more... Bt only god noes how I feel 4 u... How much I love u... Nothin cn explain tis feelin inside me, how much I love u.... Ure the only guy 4 me... The only 1 I wanna b wif till the day I die... *Hugz n Kisses*

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Friday, August 8, 2008

1 wrong turn can change everythin!!!

I've been feelin so lost lately... It's lyk I'm awake bt my mind n soul is lyk sumwhere else... U see me walkin out on the streets... Bt dun b fooled... I'm nt payin attention on where I'm goin n stuff... I'm juz lookin dwn n walkin.... Even wen Im crossin the rd... I juz cross w/o even thinkin or lookin...

Even in Uni. earlier wen I wanna book an appt wif the Student Adviser, she was askin me sum qns... N I was mumblin sumthin else 2 myself.... I wasnt even payin attention 2 wat she was saein... I was lookin at her n all... Bt my mind was sumwhere else.... Yes, I c her face, I c her movin her lips... Bt nothin is comin out of her mouth.... It's juz blank... Lyk I'm deaf or sumthin....

I feel lyk a Zombie... Lifeless... Even had tots of the 'S' word... Go figure.... I've neva felt lyk tis in my life.... I kept listenin 2 Nineteen Stars by Meg and Dia n My Heart by Paramore the whole dae.... I noe.... I sound lyk a psycho now...

Sumtyms I feel lyk I cn go blind anytym... Due 2 heaps n heaps of excessive cryin.... I'm slowly dying inside.... =(

Yes, I made a mistake... Bt I'm only human... We tend 2 make mistakes.... I'm willing 2 sacrifice anythin n everythin.... I dun wanna make the same mistake ever again.... I noe I cn do it... I'm willin 2 do it... 4 starters, I turned dwn an offer frm me fren 2dae.... Pls 4give me.... I juz 1 tings 2 turn bck 2 normal.... *Sigh!*

I Love You....

(P.S: Dun bother tryin 2 make me feel beta, guyz... I'm saein all tis on me blog nt 2 gt attention frm u guyz... Bt 2 let it all out... Coz I've gt nowhere 2 turn 2 n it's killin me inside...)

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Sunday, August 3, 2008

Carl's 25th Bdae!!!

Yest went 2 the City 2 meet Carl.. He wants 2 treat his close frens 2 dinner 4 his 25th Bdae... His bdae is on the 4th Aug bt we had an early celebration as 4th Aug is on Mon....

I was late as the train was nt in service... So, took tis train replacement bus 2 Burnley train station then took the train 2 Melb. Central station... Carl picked me up frm Hoyts 2 meet the rest... They were playin pool.... So, I joined in... Met Leslie (Msia) n Yukki (Korea).... I teamed up wif Carl... As usual, I suck... Hahaha....

After tat, we went 2 tis Korean restaurant.... Ordered sum set meal which has lyk 3 dishes.... Here's 1 of the dishes... Seafood....

After dinner, we went 2 Crown... 1 of the Clubs... Had a large glass of beer... Victoria Bitter (VB)... Watched the live band perform 1 set, then left... Took sum pics... Tis is a pic of all 4 of us... Frm left 2 rite (Leslie, Carl, Me, n Yukki).... I look pretty n gorgeously beautiful dun I???.... Haha....Below, is a pic of Leslie n me.... N Carl, Yukki n me.... Once again, dun I juz look gorgeous??... Hehehe.... *Thick Skin!*

Took the tram hm... Then, walked hm... Coz the bus was no longer operatin.... Wif me heels n all... Gosh... Tirin.... Tats the prob in Australia... Transportation... Very troublesome... Nt lyk in S'pore... Very convenient.... Even if ther train n bus is no longer operatin, there's still alot of Cabs ard n its nt so exp... The meter of Cabs here is lyk ur HEARTBEAT!!!... Every few sec go up n up n up... In the end, Bankrupt... Haha!!!... I paid nearly AUD80 4 me cab fare frm the airport 2 hm the other tym.... Gosh!!!

You + Me = True Love... We'll go through storms, rain or shine tog.... Tog. we'll work on our 5 yrs plan... I'm so in love with u... Till death do us prt.... *Hugz n Kisses!*

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