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Friday, October 24, 2008

Nearly there..............

Submitted me 2nd last assignment 2dae... Shit happened!!!!... Dun ask y... 2 tired 2 type everythin out.... 2 Exam papers n 1 more assignment 2 go.... So tired... Lky mentally.... Exhaustin... Cnt wait 4 everythin 2 b over... Lyk seriously... I feel tis is the hardest I've worked compared 2 last yr... Mayb coz it's the last semsester... Ppl alwayz sae last semester very bz.... Now, I understand.... Nvm... Nearly there......

Niwae, below r some of the pics frm Fana's 21st bdae... Eve of her bdae we had BBQ... On her bdae itself we went 2 the city... Ali, Fana n me... Again, 2 tired 2 type out wat happened... Let the pics do the tokin....

That's All Folks!!!!!

"You ain't got to buy nothing.. It's not what I want, Baby it's You.. We don't have to go nowhere.. Its not what I want, Baby it's you.. It's not for what you got.. Cause I know you got alot.. No matter what you do, You always gettin Hot.. It's You,It's You.. Baby all I want is You, Yeah!" Jojo- Baby love, lyk the song saes... All I want is u... All the $$$ in the world cn neva add up 2 wat I feel 4 u... I Love you.... *HuGz & KiSsEs*

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Thursday, October 16, 2008

Fuckin Racist!!!!

"Get off the road, u Fucking Asians!!!"

Sorry, FAT BITCH.... U wanna b racist... Tink abt urself 1st... 1stly, Australia is nt orignally ur country... She belongs 2 the Aboriginals.... Ur descendents are British PRISONERS!!!.... U guyz anyhow take over the Aboriginals' land n make it ur own.... Look at the Aboriginals now... They're lyk the minortiy thx 2 u guyz... Pity them...

2ndly, we ASIANS... SO MUCH MORE hardworking, beta lookin, hotter, smarter, etc than u guyz!!!!.... Dun look dwn on us.... U guyz work so slow lyk SLOTHS... SO SMELLY... DISGUSTIN... UNHYGIENIC.... Dun tink juz bcs u gt "blonde hair, blue eyes" ure beta than us okie.... FUCK OFF!!!!... We're so much beta than u guyz, okie....

Also, ur tuition fees 4 1 unit is lyk AUD800??... International students tuition fees 4 1 unit is lyk AUD2000+.. See the difference, bitch???... So, shut ur trap n gt movin.... Cnt b bothered 2 type nimore... Waste of tym n energy.... Pics taken these past few daes....

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Saturday, October 11, 2008

Hate me or Love me!!!!

I dunoe if I'm doin the rite ting by creatin tis post... Bt wateva..... It's been on my mind 4 a very long tym... It's botherin me... Lyk seriously.... U c, my other half has a bro hu is the same age as me... We used 2 b in the same sec sch... Same Batch... Same Stream....

We used 2 go jammin tog... He was in tis band... I was frens wif all the band members includin him... So, sumtyms I'll juz tag along... I love goin 2 studios n stuff... I love music.... After jammin, all of us will lyk hang out at the hawker centre, drink, tok crap, laugh n stuff lyk tat... We were lyk okie... Cn communicate though, I find tat he's a realli quiet person compared 2 the rest.... I felt lyk 1 of the guyz... I didnt feel lyk a misfit or sumthin....

However... Ever since I gt tog wif his older bro.... I feel tat he's been treatin me differently... There r a few incidents.... Lyk wen boyfie n me were still kinda new... He asked me on MSN... "Hey, r u wif my bro???..." I was lyk, "Yea... How u noe??..." U noe tat kinda ting.... He said sumthin lyk, "It's nt impt how I noe, it's nt gonna change anythin..." He was lyk kinda "sarcastic" 2 me...

Another incident, there was tis 1 tym boyfie n me were sittin at tis place... He bumped into us.... He juz walked past us... Lyk he didnt stop 2 sae hi or wave or smile at us or sumthin.... I mean... If I were 2 bump into me bro n his gf or sumthin outside... I'll definately lyk "disturb" him 4awhile... Lyk sae hi.... Tok 2 them 4awhile n leave them alone.... Tat kinda ting....

Also, lyk weneva we're on MSN n stuff... I'll usually lyk start a convo wif him... Bt the way he replies... It's lyk he doesnt wanna chat wif me... Lyk those 1 word 1 word, I cnt b bothered 2 chat wif her kinda ting....

Today, was the worst.... As alwayz, I was askin him... How he is n stuff lyk tat... Reply as usual, doesnt sound 2 happy... Then, he said sumthin which realli woke me up... He said, "U dun haf 2 ask the same old qns out of courtesy..." In my heart, I was lyk, I'm juz tryin 2 make a convo... Isnt it normal 4 ppl 2 ask tis kinda qns???... *Sigh!*

I juz 1 tings 2 b lyk normal... Lyk I dun wanna feel awkward n stuff ard him.... Coz lyk he's nt only my fren or used 2 b my fren, he's gonna b my future bro-in-law as well...

There r lyk a few more incidents, if I'm nt wrong.... I'm nt saein tat he's a bad guy or sumthin... It's juz tat its been botherin me n I juz wanna noe wats wrong.... Or wats on his mind... Y he's actin the way he is... I dunoe if it's juz me or sumthin... Bt wudnt u guyz feel the same way??... Lyk actin as total strangers..... I dunoe how 2 xplain the feelin... Bt I juz feel lyk there's tis -ve vibe ard us, awkward, weird...

I'm nt the kinda person hu wants every1 2 lyk them!!!!... Dun gt me wrong... Lyk if u love me, love me... Tats gd.. If u hate me, tats ur prob... I'm nt gonna do anythin 2 make u love me... I dun gif a hoot.... I dun care whether u lyk me, love me or hate me... Tats up 2 u... I cnt b bothered coz I've gt other more impt tings 2 tink of....

Bt tis is lyk a diff story altogether.... I mean... Did he change bcs he feels uneasy tat I'm wif his older bro???... Or izit bcs he's jealous???... Or izit juz me hu is tinkin 2 much???....

Well, I guess I'll juz haf 2 wait n c wat happens in future... Lyk I dun wanna try anymore.... I dun wanna start a convo n stuff lyk tat.... Let nature take its course....

N 2 my honey bunny... Dun gt me wrong okie???... I dun dislyk ur bro or sumthin.... I respect him as a person.... Bt mayb tings happen 4 a reason... We'll juz haf 2 wait n c.... Or mayb its juz me.... Dun do anythin okie???... Lyk I dun 1 ur r/s wif him 2 turn sour or sumthin bcs of me... Juz read tis post n 4gt abt it... Im so in love wif u, darl!!!... *HuGz N KiSsEs!*

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Thursday, October 2, 2008

Happy 21st Birthday, love!!!!!

2nd October 1987... Tats the day me baby love was born... Thank god 4 bringin him onto Earth....

Sadly, I won't be able to spend it wif him... Bt I'd really wanna spend it wif him wen I return... Lyk a belated b'dae kinda ting... I noe it'll b late... Bt it's beta late than neva rite???...

For now..... For ur birthday, I'm sending u a gift frm my heart.... A gift tat will alwayz belong 2 u.... A gift tat I hope ull treasure for the rest of ur life.... I'm sending u my Love... A love tat is ever so pure n true...

Once again, Happy 21st Birthday, darling!!!... I Love u.... *HuGz N KisSeS!*

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Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Hari Raya 01/10/08!!!!!

Selamat Hari Raya!!!!!.... Okie... So, tis is how we spent Hari Raya 08 Down Under style.... Hahaha...

Woke up 2 Honey Bunny's text ard 1 plus Aussie tym... Saein we'll webcam in lyk 10 mins... Haha... I quickly went 2 the washroom 2 wash me face, brush me teeth n set-up me lappie.... Webcam wif honey bunny, Amirah, Ariffin, n mummy.... Boyfie looks realli stunning in his White baju kurung wif samping sumore.... Woooo.... *DRoOLs*

After tat, went 2 shower, gt rdi, webcam wif mummy, Uncle Michael, Billy, n Fana's fam in Singapore.... Went out 2 me old place... Adib cooked ketupat n lodeh.... Very spicy.... Ate only a lil... Coz was saving our tummy for Cik Eton's (Home Econs) place...

Left ard 5 plus.... Went 2 Ali's place 4awhile... Took pics... Had fun.... Hehehe...

Then, went 2 Cik Eton's place.... She used 2 b a Home Economic teacher in Singapore... Came here 2 gt her Masters... Gt married.... Livin here since then.... Niwae, tats y we nicknamed her Home Econs.... Love her hse... Very cosy n homey... She lives wif her Caucasian husband... Juz the 2 of them... So sweet.... They were tellin u abt their travelling stories n stuff... They've been 2 Egypt, Turkey, all those Outbacks in Ausie.... So exciting....

Did I mention that her cookin was WOW!!... Delicious stuff... We had KETUPAT, RENDANG, SERUNDING, CURRY CHICKEN wif lyk yoghurt.... Kinda lyk Indian style.... Yummy, yum, yummy-licious!!!!.... Left her place ard 9 plus....

Kak Aki gaf us Duit Raya.... Weeee.... Aussie style... Hahaha.... Then, we called it a dae!!!.... N tats how we spent Hari Raya Down Under style.... Hehehe.... Awesome huh???.... *WiNkZ*

I'm so in Love wif me Honey Bunny!!!!.... =D

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